In A Dress, In A Skirt: art

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Monday, October 23, 2017

Two Ghosts

It is weird to me how depression creeps up, what can trigger is not so weird. The triggers can be traumatic and defiantly remind me I still need a lot of work. For me, work means getting back into therapy sooner than later (I am working on that), and creative outlets. I have been greatly inspired by this Harry Styles album, more than anything in a very long time. Lately, I have been really working on my poetry more and my art. Creative outlets help me so much, and listening to this album while I work just allows me to flow better, work through some of the things in my head, and even cry a little. Isn't that what a good album will do?

My plan for housework this week include reorganizing the living room, because it is a creative outlet for me. Isn't it funny how a hated childhood chore is now a beloved adult creative outlet? I really think it is. But, that is how it goes I suppose.

Another, way I like getting creative, and escape my triggers is putting together outfits. Today was low

key, it was over 100 out and I opted for a comfortable shirt dress from DressBarn that I found for
$1 at the Goodwill. Yay for the Goodwill!

Well, back to music and writing for the night.

Friday, October 20, 2017

What I Am

There is so much to process in my feed on Facebook, Twitter, and the news in general. My escape is music, my writing, and planning out what to wear. I enjoy moments of thought and laughter with my family throughout my day. Today was humid and grey, we enjoyed some moments and had some unpleasant ones....such is life. On the internet I have been searching for open mic nights to maybe read some of my new poetry. It's scary to think about, but I won't know if I still have it if I do not try it again.

When I was younger I was fearless, so fearless. I would do things on a whim, not a second thought. Age, motherhood, and a chronically anxious partner has changed that. At 41 I think I need to continue to work on expanding my boundaries, stepping out more on my own....engaging in experiences that have been on a list in the back of my mind. That is where I am.

CW/TW Poem has imagery of sexual violence

OOTD:
Dress: LaneBryant via Goodwill Socal
Blouse: Unbranded via Goodwill Socal
Shoes: Payless Shoes Source
Pin: Unique Vintage
Glasses: Zenni Optical

Thursday, October 19, 2017

Origami

This song is beautiful...

Today after dropping kids off at class, it was time for wondering and writing. I wondered around downtown and looked in some shops, and looked at art. I ended up at a Coffee Bean & Tea leaf where I drank iced tea, did some free writing and wrote a poem. I also wandered around Low'e looking at things it would be nice to have.....